Not-so-hapitawt

It’s been a while that I have been down and I noticed that it has not improved over the weeks that have passed. It’s just not easing up. These days I just prefer to be alone although I would always find myself too polite not to turn down anyone who asks for my company. I wonder what’s going on. For someone who hates to run, I found myself seeking mental clarity by running. Then I sprained my ankle and I haven’t tried running again for weeks. My gym schedule has become irregular no thanks to my trainer so there goes my regular dose of endorphins. My prayer time has also gone awry. As much as I don’t want my service to be affected, I have been feeling lethargic…I just am slowly feeling like I want to withdraw and shrink to my corner. I don’t know where all this is coming from or what triggered this. All I know is that I need to talk to someone.

One of those days...

So much to do, so little time and worse, not so much energy to do it! PERFECT COMBO! I find my mind wandering from one thought to the next. I wish I can just take the day off and just do whatever....no deadlines, no boss, no client...NONE! I think I'm really about to fill to the brim. I need to step on the brakes soon but when?

A new year, a new space...

It's my first entry for the year and I don't know where to start. It seems so many things happened since the last time that I don't know how or where to begin...I just transferred office locations. I'm happy that my new workplace is more decent and more conducive to working (-although I think I came to like it enough to always go on OT!). I found my own little private nook. It's still quite messy...just like me its a work-in-progress...but I'm very much at home as it is already =)