Tuesday, March 3, 2009
It’s been a while that I have been down and I noticed that it has not improved over the weeks that have passed. It’s just not easing up. These days I just prefer to be alone although I would always find myself too polite not to turn down anyone who asks for my company. I wonder what’s going on. For someone who hates to run, I found myself seeking mental clarity by running. Then I sprained my ankle and I haven’t tried running again for weeks. My gym schedule has become irregular no thanks to my trainer so there goes my regular dose of endorphins. My prayer time has also gone awry. As much as I don’t want my service to be affected, I have been feeling lethargic…I just am slowly feeling like I want to withdraw and shrink to my corner. I don’t know where all this is coming from or what triggered this. All I know is that I need to talk to someone.